I`ve been in a pensive mood of late, thinking about missed opportunities and different changes that have taken place since September. Surprinsingly, it's not so much the "what if's" that are swirling around in my head but more the "what now's". Talking to one of my co-workers, I know that it's time for a lot of changes in my life. It's hard though. He wants to go to the Royal Military College and major in military history, something that I know that I would love to do too. Something about being around him makes me want to be a better person, it's the strangest thing. Unfortunately we don't get to work together all that often, so I'm pretty much the same person that I was before I met him. And yet, maybe I'm a little more involved? I don't feel like I'm holding everybody at arms length anymore. I'm not sure if I would call that progress, but it's certainly something like it.

The delegate from my riding can't go and so I'M GOING TO MONTREAL!!Whee!!