Short update, coming right up.

+Things have been over the top amazing; I have never, ever been this happy or this...comfortable being me. Adam and I had our one month anniversary on Monday and I couldn't believe how quickly that month flew by, but I also couldn't believe that we had only been together a month. It's incredible.
+I have been working crazy hours and crazy weeks, which means that I hardly get any free time and any free time I have is spent with Adam, or trying to spend time with my family and my grandparents, doing random errands and attempting to play soccer; my back started hurting last Monday so I haven't actually played in over a week, which is driving me crazy, but I just got some meds that are supposed to work within a day or two so hopefully I will be all set to play on Thursday
+Erin is coming home on July 2nd and staying for two weeks, so I'm trying to book off the week of July 8-14 so that we can go camping, Epler-style, at least for a few days while she's here. I've got the post office all good to go, now I just have to check with the front store manager and make sure that it's kosher.

And yes. That is all.

I had the most amazing night last night. Like wow. I can't remember the last time I was this happy! He's a great guy, such a sweetheart. I just can't believe it.

But watch out! I'm a multi-tasker!!

Despite the over-the-top happiness, I'm a wee bit scared. I really like this guy, he's amazing and apparently he's crazy enough to like me (just jokes). I guess I have relationship phobia. I'm so afraid of hurting him, of turning our weird connection into something terrible and unhealthy. I know that I just need to let go, and I have been, which is why it's all been working. The more I stress about this the worse it will be. I just have to be myself keep on doing what I've been doing. And it will be great, as it is now. Amazing. I hope that I have grown up enough to take this on. I think that I have. I feel so lucky.

Ok. Wow. So apparently my blondness has reached a new level.

I've been telling people for weeks that my last two exams are on Tuesday, and I've been stressing about those because I work tomorrow night and I can't figure out a way to study and be at work at the same time. I just double-checked the location of tomorrow's exam only to find out that my last two exams are on freaking Wednesday! Grahr! No Tuesday exams at all, just Wednesday! So not only has all of that stressing been for nothing, now I might have to miss practise on Tuesday and I have one more day in which to kill myself studying. But after that, all will be right with the world. I hope. I'm hoping to pick up my new laptop by the weeks end, so I'm sure that everything will be good. Except for my dad constantly telling me that I'm wasting my money on a new laptop, that I'm dumb for buying a Macbook (or just plain dumb), even though I've regretted buying this one since the day that I bought it because I didn't really have any choice in the picking (and it's a piece of crap and weighs five tonnes).

I'm so excited for summer!!

So. Update?

-I have deadly allergies and have had a killer migraine almost every single day for about a month; dreading having to go to the doctor about it after finals but know that I will be forced to go.
-School is there, most of my classes doing pretty well, one I know that I'm failing/have failed.
-Working way to much, but tonight I don't have to go in until a quarter after six which is good because that'll give me some more time to work on my Polish presentation, but bad because I'll miss seeing him cause he's off at 5:30 (course, I was in such a grump Monday (I had a migraine, allergies and my period and could only alleviate the symptoms for one cause otherwise, it's just too many drugs) that I may have just shot myself in the foot (yet again) and proven to myself (how many times has that been now?) that I suck and am going to die alone and eventually will be eaten by wild animals. ) So what else is new?
-Lots of random Liberal events, half of which I couldn't participate in but this weekend in our nomination meeting, so I'm looking forward to that (except for the ballot counting,which is always a little long)
- Oh yeah, and my boss is apparently thinking of looking for a new job/thinking of going back to school, as is the other full-timer, so depending on what actually transpires I might be on the hunt again. Drat.

I just realised that that was all negative stuff. Something positive...I gave up watching tv for Lent and now my marks have improved and I've redeveloped my interest in reading. That's positive, right?

Back to moja prezyntacja.

I'm convinced that everyone has already given up on this blog, but here goes my post anyhow...

So I'm sitting in the salle multimédia at the Fac, which, usually, is super noisy and packed full of people. Not today! Apparently I'm the only person with an afternoon class to get out of the way before Reading Week, the most glorious of all weeks. Sérieusement, I'm so psyched for reading week. Hell, just the thought of being able to sleep a normal amount, even if it's just for a week, is enough to put me over the moon. Of course, I have two major papers due in the weeks right after this wonderful week so it won't be all play, but at least it won't be all work.

Well, what can I say? I made it through midterm week relatively unscathed, our soccer team is back in first and I just sent Erin and Tal some Valentine's love (but only to cover up my incessant loneliness!I need a man!).

Time for another coffee break before I collapse (or before class, whichever comes first).

I'm so exhausted...I hate missing stuff because of school, or work, or soccer, but I also hate missing those things because I want to go out. Makes me feel guilty.

Et bien.

Eventful day yesterday; I got into a car accident on my way to work with a 91 year old lady. Not fun. It wasn't my fault; she pulled out without looking and smacked into my car, but it was very stressful, let me tell you. Just what I needed,something else to worry about during exam time. So I ended up being late for work and have earned the (very flattering) nickname of "Crash the Jetta killer", courtesy of my dad of course ;0. I had to go to the police station after work to report it of course so I didn't get home until about 11:30 or so, but everything is taken care of (courtesy of my dad-there have to be some perks to having a cop for a father, even if it's just faster case processing) except for the repairs, which can't be done until mid-January. Well, I'm done procrastinating. Time to get back to studying, malheureusement, and then to work tomorrow for another 7 hours.

Goody.

Mm..so tired. Great weekend though. Met a lot of really nice (albeit random) people before Montréal (I met a group of really nice guys in the airport in Edmonton) and in Montréal. My hotel room was awful, and I think that I've been watching too much CSI cause when I got into the room I suddenly got all paranoid about things that I couldn't see (you know, blood stains, various little bugs) and ended up sleeping in my pyjama bottoms, socks and a hoodie to avoid contamination. But it was all good (well, except for my candidate not winning). Got a lot of swag and had a good time, apart from the registration hassle and the constant standing in line (i am now a pro). I love voting; it gives me such a high! Had a couple of heart-wrenching moments but I'm good. I actually saw two of my profs; one of them I didn't get a chance to talk to cause I was standing in line to vote (that's alright, he was working for Dion anyhow ;) just jokes of course) and the other one I talked to in the line to get bumped up to a delegate slot. It was pretty awesome.

I have my polish oral final tomorrow, so I'd better get to studying after slacking off for four days in a row. :D