There are so many thoughts swirling around in my head. I want to fix things, how can I fix this? How can I not make this okay? What can I do? The only thing left for me to do, the only choice I'm left with is to just pray that it won't happen, just pray to God that it'll be okay.

Too many feelings swirling everywhere else. Too many. I open my mouth too many times to speak, and falter, feeling that what I have to say is better left unsaid. It leaves me thinking that what I feel isn't right, leaves me saying to myself 'I can't believe that you think that, that you feel that way.'

What is it about a conversation, a half hour conversation even, that can change so much?